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Tuesday, May 30th, 2006
10:25 pm
umm, poop.
speak your mind .:. 2 rambled
Monday, May 8th, 2006
3:59 pm
deleting atreyu1760.

add fbtmof4545 or EVRYTME1DIE

Current Mood: fucking evil
speak your mind .:.
Tuesday, April 4th, 2006
7:25 pm
so i got my 12 gadges in and blood was squirting everywhere and what not. jk. but yes. hair growing back. holes in ears getting bigger. time to look utterly awsome again.

Current Mood: cheerful
speak your mind .:. 3 rambled
Saturday, March 25th, 2006
2:16 am
so school started at like 10:40 today? how weird ehh? yeah well i showed up around that time and went to my 3rd hour left like 20 mins later because i had o-tech at 11oclock. went painted gas lines. left early at like 2ish erich and kirstin came to pick me up. and thats when i realized my shit was in bernies car. along with my cigs. i really wanted one. but i beat the urges for a while. went to a family thing and here i am now. i miss lj.

Current Mood: bored
speak your mind .:. 1 rambled
Wednesday, March 22nd, 2006
3:54 pm
so i have been chillin, working, schoolin, foolin, ridin, and missing that one girl an awfull lot.
speak your mind .:.
Monday, February 27th, 2006
3:32 pm
pointless.
WOW...

Current Mood: bored
speak your mind .:. 1 rambled
Sunday, February 5th, 2006
12:25 am
thrice is nice...
yesterday jake, loren, and erich picked i and leighton up to hang out. jake kept talking about frenchtoast sooo much that we had to go to national coney island to get some. noone had money to pay and if we did we didnt feel like spending it. we all order a full frenchtoast meal and start stuffing our faces literally 3 minutes later jake finishes and says i win, i take my last bite and we all start heading out the door. it hit me in the middle of our escape thats im addicted to cigs because i saw david bunham smoking some turkish silvers and i stoped just to get one from him. im planing on quiting at the end of febuary, and ill probrobly start again come summer. anyways we leave and just cruise around, head up to star theatre meet a few people there. dana jesse rafe gareth liz and i forgot the rest, i was pretty beat. i didnt talk much. and i slept threw a portion of the movie. but it was tight. im going to do good in school. i really want to prove to people that im not stupid. im going to go to everyclass, finish every assignment. and just get threw it. im also taking drivers training soon. very soon. and i cant wait to fuckin drive. because i have sooo many plans with my liscense.

Current Mood: bored
speak your mind .:.
Friday, February 3rd, 2006
5:19 pm
lots of stuff going on...
first off, construction fucks you up...big time.
secondly, i need a show to go to.
third,my hand is really fucked up, so is my foot. (a wall fell on me in o-tech...a whole fucking wall)

Current Mood: confused
speak your mind .:. 2 rambled
Thursday, January 12th, 2006
11:19 pm
popular vote.
♥Reply to this post, and I'll tell you one reason why I like you. Then put this in your own journal, and spread the love bitches♥

Current Mood: mellow
speak your mind .:. 8 rambled
10:59 pm
"reassurance rests in the sea."
Another year I've wasted,
Were those really our steps that brought us here?
That held you near?
Through fantasy each of our games wonder through life,
Calling our their names...
Yesterday, today, and tomorrow never foretold! of time so vast!
And of the worlds and lives they would roam,
Those so many places, so far from home!


Current Mood: mellow
speak your mind .:.
Monday, December 26th, 2005
10:37 pm
new screen name.
OMGSTFUnUBZ0RZ!

(the second o is actualy a zero.)



add it BITCHES!

Current Mood: awake
speak your mind .:.
Friday, December 23rd, 2005
2:18 am
a usual conversation with erich.
BicycleRider1988: shit dawg
BicycleRider1988: and yourself
atreyu1760: nothin.
BicycleRider1988: hear what happened to eric?
atreyu1760: did you hear nate is gunna be home for a few hours on xmas.
BicycleRider1988: thats fuckin sweet
atreyu1760: no what happend?
BicycleRider1988: we gotta go see him
BicycleRider1988: wait
BicycleRider1988: what time is he gonna be home
atreyu1760: umm for 8 hours, i dunno when exactly
atreyu1760: but what happend to frenchy?
BicycleRider1988: well
BicycleRider1988: the police have been monitoring him
BicycleRider1988: for the last 6 months
BicycleRider1988: they were reading his aim convos
BicycleRider1988: and lj
BicycleRider1988: and shit like that
atreyu1760: wow
BicycleRider1988: just keeping up on him
BicycleRider1988: and they called him
BicycleRider1988: told his parents everything
BicycleRider1988: talked to him on the phone about it all
BicycleRider1988: and its not good
BicycleRider1988: and
BicycleRider1988: they think i sell meth
atreyu1760: they didnt know you where kidding?
BicycleRider1988: no
atreyu1760: damn that sucks
BicycleRider1988: it wasn't the lj thing
BicycleRider1988: i dont think
BicycleRider1988: ryan howlett said i did
BicycleRider1988: i think
atreyu1760: wtf?!
BicycleRider1988: i guess he got hold of some
BicycleRider1988: got caught
BicycleRider1988: i dont really know
BicycleRider1988: i should kill him
atreyu1760: HAHA
BicycleRider1988: but that would prolly be a bad idea
BicycleRider1988: now cops are going to think im going to kill him
atreyu1760: what if they are monitoring you?
BicycleRider1988: haha
atreyu1760: HELLO FBI!!!!
BicycleRider1988: they just might be
BicycleRider1988: FUCK THE POLICE
BicycleRider1988: tho
atreyu1760: lol
atreyu1760: haha
atreyu1760: yee fuck that shit
atreyu1760: pigs
BicycleRider1988: its so fucking stupid
BicycleRider1988: erics 17
BicycleRider1988: 16*
BicycleRider1988: why the fuck are they worrying about him
atreyu1760: i know right...
BicycleRider1988: they need to worry about bigger things
BicycleRider1988: like those meth dealers
atreyu1760: like fucking arabs
atreyu1760: and shitlike that
BicycleRider1988: haha
BicycleRider1988: and they know my acr
BicycleRider1988: car
BicycleRider1988: gars car
atreyu1760: yeah the ReAL meth dealers
BicycleRider1988: erics brothers
BicycleRider1988: haha
BicycleRider1988: they'
BicycleRider1988: will
BicycleRider1988: never bring me down
BicycleRider1988: meth4lifedawg
atreyu1760: dude dont even joke, haha
BicycleRider1988: haha
BicycleRider1988: it doesn't matter
BicycleRider1988: its not like i have ne
BicycleRider1988: so if they come search my shit
BicycleRider1988: oh well
BicycleRider1988: jokes on them
atreyu1760: yeah
BicycleRider1988: i seriously dont think i have ne thing illegal
atreyu1760: eric? what did he do? drin a little idk if he even smokes
BicycleRider1988: yeah
BicycleRider1988: nothing serious
BicycleRider1988: i guess they think he really did shrooms
BicycleRider1988: most people knew that was a joke
atreyu1760: and even if he does whats one person out of a whole country of people that smoke pot?
BicycleRider1988: right
BicycleRider1988: seriously
BicycleRider1988: he's not a bad kid
atreyu1760: hell naw
atreyu1760: its not like he would hurt anyone to sup[ort his "drug addicttion"
atreyu1760: lolz
BicycleRider1988: haha
BicycleRider1988: right
atreyu1760: that pic that katie sent you on myspace. thats such a sweet pic dude
atreyu1760: you look like a pimp
BicycleRider1988: haha
BicycleRider1988: we were drunk
BicycleRider1988: jk
BicycleRider1988: i dont drink
BicycleRider1988: (cops might be reading this)
atreyu1760: LMAO
BicycleRider1988: you know
BicycleRider1988: i think the polioce
BicycleRider1988: police
BicycleRider1988: are jealous of me
BicycleRider1988: cause im such a pimp
BicycleRider1988: haha
BicycleRider1988: except officer mathews
BicycleRider1988: he's a pimp too
BicycleRider1988: matthews*
atreyu1760: yeah
atreyu1760: theres this one dude, like really prepish cop, short ass hair glasses and what not.
atreyu1760: hes an asshole.
BicycleRider1988: oh shit
BicycleRider1988: i know who ur talking about
BicycleRider1988: tour
BicycleRider1988: or sometihng like that
atreyu1760: just thought you should know
atreyu1760: yeah
atreyu1760: him
BicycleRider1988: the cop that danny punched
atreyu1760: LMFAO!!!!!!
BicycleRider1988: the cops is such a fucking asshole
atreyu1760: go danny
BicycleRider1988: i wish i had a camera
BicycleRider1988: or a recorder
BicycleRider1988: i bet i could get him in some shit
atreyu1760: yeah
BicycleRider1988: he was telling us how he has alot of power
BicycleRider1988: and
BicycleRider1988: he took joe home once
BicycleRider1988: for asking a ?
BicycleRider1988: he's a fuckind dumbass
BicycleRider1988: he thought joe was getting smart with him
atreyu1760: yeah i heard about that a few times
atreyu1760: and he was like crying
atreyu1760: haha
BicycleRider1988: haha
BicycleRider1988: yeah
BicycleRider1988: that joe
BicycleRider1988: i dont really care too much
atreyu1760: he's such a kidder
BicycleRider1988: cause i dont like joe
BicycleRider1988: well i do
BicycleRider1988: just cause
BicycleRider1988: the cop
BicycleRider1988: sucks balls
BicycleRider1988: big ones too
atreyu1760: yeah
atreyu1760: big hairy ones
BicycleRider1988: that'd be cool if he read this convo
atreyu1760: yeah
atreyu1760: HEY FAGGOT!
BicycleRider1988: haha
BicycleRider1988: i went tanning today
BicycleRider1988: i feel like a loser
BicycleRider1988: well no
atreyu1760: hoe was the fake baking?
BicycleRider1988: i lied
BicycleRider1988: it was alright
BicycleRider1988: kinda gay
BicycleRider1988: you just kinda chilled there
BicycleRider1988: and it was hot
BicycleRider1988: dude
BicycleRider1988: my bros ex-gf
BicycleRider1988: is so annoying
BicycleRider1988: she will im me
BicycleRider1988: and just keep talking
BicycleRider1988: so i blocked her once
BicycleRider1988: and she im's me from a different sn
BicycleRider1988: so i just dont talk to her when she im's me now
BicycleRider1988: but mna
BicycleRider1988: i hate her
atreyu1760: ahaha
atreyu1760: shes hitting on you or somthing?
BicycleRider1988: no
atreyu1760: thats fucked ^
BicycleRider1988: just talking
atreyu1760: hh ok
BicycleRider1988: its annoying
BicycleRider1988: cause
BicycleRider1988: i dont like her
BicycleRider1988: and she just keeps talking
atreyu1760: yeah, girls can get anoying.
BicycleRider1988: yeah
BicycleRider1988: those girls
BicycleRider1988: i think i might ask a girl out soon
BicycleRider1988: i know, i know
BicycleRider1988: thats a big step for lil ol' erich
atreyu1760: hahaha
atreyu1760: who ya thinkin of?
BicycleRider1988: *********
atreyu1760: ahh
BicycleRider1988: i kinda like her
atreyu1760: yeah
atreyu1760: shes cute
BicycleRider1988: shut up man!
BicycleRider1988: jk
atreyu1760: HAHA
atreyu1760: aww
atreyu1760: im sorry
BicycleRider1988: haha
BicycleRider1988: i am going to kill you
BicycleRider1988: so you better hope
BicycleRider1988: that some cop
BicycleRider1988: reads this
atreyu1760: :'(
BicycleRider1988: and protects you
BicycleRider1988: chris...
BicycleRider1988: i was just kidding
BicycleRider1988: ur like a brother to me
atreyu1760: :-D
BicycleRider1988: that lives far away
BicycleRider1988: and isn't related
atreyu1760: HAHA
atreyu1760: that was funny
atreyu1760: erich your such a jokester
BicycleRider1988: haha
BicycleRider1988: well you know, i try
BicycleRider1988: i think im gonna go to bham
BicycleRider1988: tommorow
BicycleRider1988: i need to
BicycleRider1988: do some holiday shopping
atreyu1760: steal?
BicycleRider1988: no
BicycleRider1988: (cops)
atreyu1760: ohh right
BicycleRider1988: c'mon man
BicycleRider1988: ur messing up
atreyu1760: my bad
BicycleRider1988: haha
BicycleRider1988: care to join
atreyu1760: stealing is wrong
BicycleRider1988: yes
BicycleRider1988: unless you know the people
BicycleRider1988: and they are assholes
BicycleRider1988: like that cop
BicycleRider1988: tour
BicycleRider1988: i would steal his car
atreyu1760: (good things cops cant read inside of parantesies)
BicycleRider1988: haha
atreyu1760: dude
atreyu1760: we should
atreyu1760: steal his squad car
atreyu1760: and commit a terorist attck
BicycleRider1988: i def put that in my profile
BicycleRider1988: yes
BicycleRider1988: sounds good
atreyu1760: yee
atreyu1760: (i wanna do shrooms) but i dont wanna pay
BicycleRider1988: hahahahaha
atreyu1760: but i figure if i want to do em bad enogh ill end up paying
BicycleRider1988: its worth it
BicycleRider1988: yes
BicycleRider1988: i dont know if im going to do them
BicycleRider1988: cause you know
BicycleRider1988: cops
BicycleRider1988: might be reading this
atreyu1760: yeah
BicycleRider1988: oh shit
atreyu1760: damn cops
BicycleRider1988: (cops might be reading this)
BicycleRider1988: hehe
BicycleRider1988: suckers
atreyu1760: hehe
atreyu1760: they are completly unaware of the true nature of this conversation.
BicycleRider1988: yep
BicycleRider1988: drugs, sex, and rock n' roll
atreyu1760: aww you forgot ( )
BicycleRider1988: no no no
atreyu1760: hey, that looks like a clitoris
BicycleRider1988: its about time they found out the truth
BicycleRider1988: haha
BicycleRider1988: perv
atreyu1760: HA
BicycleRider1988: i dont want to be ur friend ne more
atreyu1760: :'(
BicycleRider1988: jk
BicycleRider1988: put a smile on ur face
atreyu1760: (:-D)
BicycleRider1988: it makes the world a better place
BicycleRider1988: haha
BicycleRider1988: dude
BicycleRider1988: you know lauren
BicycleRider1988: loren
BicycleRider1988: i mean
atreyu1760: klusman?
BicycleRider1988: yes
atreyu1760: yeah
BicycleRider1988: he got drunk
BicycleRider1988: off barely ne thing
BicycleRider1988: and puked
BicycleRider1988: alot
atreyu1760: HAHAHA
BicycleRider1988: he had a few shots
atreyu1760: what a noob
BicycleRider1988: yes
BicycleRider1988: my thoughts exactly
BicycleRider1988: wait
BicycleRider1988: what does noob stand for
BicycleRider1988: im not familiar with the new hip terms
BicycleRider1988: im getting old
atreyu1760: i had a pint and it didnt make me sick or anything like that
BicycleRider1988: right
BicycleRider1988: he's a lightweight
BicycleRider1988: like crazy
atreyu1760: newbee
atreyu1760: newb
atreyu1760: noob
BicycleRider1988: gotcha
BicycleRider1988: i knew that
BicycleRider1988: hehe
atreyu1760: heh
atreyu1760: ahh i need to ride soon
BicycleRider1988: yo
atreyu1760: but i need a waver
BicycleRider1988: right
BicycleRider1988: me 2
BicycleRider1988: get ur dad
BicycleRider1988: to drive you
BicycleRider1988: to transitions
BicycleRider1988: tommorow
BicycleRider1988: cause
BicycleRider1988: i think i am going
atreyu1760: i cant,i have some shoping to do.
atreyu1760: that reminds me
atreyu1760: do you only wear ecko?
BicycleRider1988: i still need to get my parents something
BicycleRider1988: hell naw daswg
BicycleRider1988: i wear everything
BicycleRider1988: from prep to G
atreyu1760: haha
atreyu1760: aight
BicycleRider1988: i need pants tho
BicycleRider1988: i have one cool pair of pants
BicycleRider1988: and i dont even like them
atreyu1760: i have like 43 bucks to slpit between 3 people
atreyu1760: haha
BicycleRider1988: who's the 3
atreyu1760: umm my step dad josh travis, and you.
BicycleRider1988: aww
BicycleRider1988: how sweet
BicycleRider1988: idk what im gonna get you
BicycleRider1988: maybe an ipod
atreyu1760: yeah, dude i got colin this book that teaches you like 50 drinking games, its sweet
BicycleRider1988: haha
BicycleRider1988: thats funny
atreyu1760: i was gunna get you some thing that has to do with (weed)
atreyu1760: hhaha
BicycleRider1988: no no
BicycleRider1988: a shirt
BicycleRider1988: would be awesome
BicycleRider1988: if its nice
BicycleRider1988: i love clothes dawg
BicycleRider1988: im like turning into a chick
atreyu1760: nah its cool cause i also love teh clothes
BicycleRider1988: word dawg
BicycleRider1988: word
BicycleRider1988: i wanna put this convo in my lj
BicycleRider1988: but i dont think im going to
BicycleRider1988: so you should
atreyu1760: umm, ok?
atreyu1760: people dont comment on my lj
atreyu1760: cause they're haters
BicycleRider1988: oh well
BicycleRider1988: i'll copy it from yours
BicycleRider1988: later on
BicycleRider1988: and be like
atreyu1760: ha
BicycleRider1988: comment on chris's
BicycleRider1988: or i will kill you
BicycleRider1988: wait
BicycleRider1988: (kill you)
atreyu1760: yeah
atreyu1760: haha
atreyu1760: (cops)

Current Mood: hungry
speak your mind .:. 2 rambled
Sunday, December 18th, 2005
3:23 pm
"INSTITUTIONALIZED"
Sometimes I try to do things, and it just doesn't work out the way I wanted to.And I get real frustrated and like I try hard to do it.I like take my time and it doesn't work out the way I wanted to.It's like i concentrate on it real hard and it doesn't work out And Everything I do and everything I try it never turns out. It's like I need time to figure these things out. There's always someone there going

Hey Buddy:
You know, we've been noticing you've been having a lot of problems lately.
You know, you need to maybe get away and like maybe you should talk about it,
you'll feel a lot better

I go:
No it's okay, you know I'll figure it out, just leave me alone I'll figure it out.
You know I'll just work it out myself.

And they go:
Well you know if you want to talk about it I'll be here you know and you'll
probably feel a lot better if you talk about it, so why don't you talk about it?

I go:
No. I don't want to talk about it. I'm okay, I'll figure it out myself but they just keep
buggig me and they just keep bugging me and it builds up inside.
So you're gonna be institutionalized
You'll come out brainwashed with bloodshot eyes
You won't have any say
They'll brainwash you until you see their way.

I'm not crazy - institutionalized
You're the one who's crazy - institutionalized
You're driving me crazy - institutionalized

They stuck me in an institution
Said it was the only solution
to give me the needed professional help
to protect me from the enemy, myself

I was in my room and I was like just sitting there staring at the wall thinking about everything but then again I was thinking about nothing And my mom came in and I didn't even realize she was there and she calls my name but I didn't even hear it, and she started screaming BUDDY! BUDDY!

And I go:
What, what's the matter?
And she goes:
What's the matter with you?
I go:
There's nothing-wrong Mom.
And she goes:
Don't tell me that, you're on drugs!
I go:
Mom I'm not on drugs I'm okay, I was just thinking you know, why don't
you get me a pepsi?
And she goes:
NO you're on drugs!
I go:
Mom I'm okay, I'm just thinking.
She goes:
No you're not thinking, you're on drugs! Normal people don't act that way!
I go:
Mom just give me a Pepsi please
All I want is a Pepsi, and she wouldn't give it to me
All I wanted was a Pepsi, just one Pepsi, and she wouldn't give it to me.
Just a Pepsi.

They give you a white shirt with long sleeves
Tied around you're back, you're treated like thieves
Drug you up because they're lazy
It's too much work to help a crazy

I'm not crazy - institutionalized
You're the one who's crazy - institutionalized
You're driving me crazy - institutionalized

They stuck me in an institution
Said it was the only solution
To give me the needed professional help
To protect me from the enemy, myself

I was sitting in my room and my mom and my dad came in and they pulled up a chair and they sat down, they go:
Buddy, we need to talk to you
And I go:
Okay what's the matter?
They go:
Me and your mom we've been noticing lately that you've been having a lot of
problems, you've been going off for no reason and we're afraid you're gonna
hurt somebody, we're afraid you're gonna hurt yourself.
So we decided that it would be in your interest if we put you somewhere
where you could get the help that you need.
And I go:
Wait, what are you talking about, we decided!? My best
interest?! How do you know what MY best interest is? How can you say what
MY best interest is? What are you trying to say, I'M crazy? When I went to
YOUR schools, when I went to YOUR churches, when I went to YOUR institutional learning
facilities?! How can you say I'm crazy?

They say they're gonna fix my brain
Alleviate my suffering and my pain
But by the time they fix my head
Mentally I'll be dead

I'm not crazy - institutionalized
You're the one who's crazy - institutionalized
You're driving me crazy - institutionalized

They stuck me in an institution
Said it was the only solution
To give me the needed professional help
To protect me from the enemy, myself

Doesn't matter. I'll probably get hit by a car anyway.

Current Mood: crazy
speak your mind .:. 2 rambled
Wednesday, December 14th, 2005
10:49 pm
What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before?
had sex

Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
keep my grades up and quit smoking
Did anyone close to you give birth?
yea

Did anyone close to you die?
yup
What countries did you visit?
none

What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005?
intelect

What date(s) from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
cant think of any, i guess my birthday.

What was your biggest achievement of the year?
getting an A on every test i took


What was your biggest failure?
classes

Did you suffer illness or injury?
cold

What was the best thing you bought?
wheels, frame, forks, handle bars, cranks, pretty much my whole set-up.

Whose behavior merited celebration?
....what?

Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?


Where did most of your money go?
cigarettes, bikeparts, hospitel bills.

What did you get really, really, really excited about?
finally going to o-tech

What songs will always remind you of 2005?
everytime i die-elaborma

Compared to this time last year, are you...
i. happier or sadder? happier.
ii. thinner or fatter? bigger but not fatter
iii. richer or poorer? richer.

What do you wish you'd done more of?
core shows.

What do you wish you'd done less of?
smoking

How will you be spending Christmas?
with family

Did you fall in love in 2005?
yeah i did acctually

What was your favorite TV program?
lost

Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
i dont hate anyone

What was the best book you read?
mystic river

What was your greatest musical discovery?
hardcore

What did you want and get?
new bike parts

What did you want and not get?
a long term relationship.

What was your favorite film of this year?
saw 2. war of the worlds. batman returns (for a funny ass reason.)

What did you do on your birthday, and how old?
only went to one class, skipped o-tech and got crunk.

What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
meeting all the new people.

How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2005?
jeans and a skate or band t-shirt.

What kept you sane?
friends.

Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
none they all suck

What political issue stirred you the most?
gay marriages, war in iraq, gas prices, sadam caught, supreme court issues.

Who did you miss?
nate cass

Who was the best new person you met?
kellie

Was 2005 a good year for you?
yup

What was your favorite moment of the year?
about the first month or so.

What was your least favorite moment of the year?
working all the time

Where were you when 2005 began?
i dont even remember where i ended up, i was totaled

Who were you with?
i bunch of people

Where will you be when 2005 ends
i hope getting crunk
Who will you be with when 2005 ends?
everyone!

Did you break up with anyone in 2005?
yeah 2.

Did you make any new friends in 2005?
Yeah a lot

Who are your favorite new friends?
kellie, nate, ryan, brandon, anthony, mat.
What was your favorite month of 2005?
january

How many different states did you travel to in 2005?
1 i think

Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005?
no?

How many concerts did you see in 2005?
more than i can count

Did you have a favorite concert in 2005?
as i lay dying

Did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2005?
ehh yeah i guess so. maybe a little too much.

Did you do a lot of drugs in 2005?
yup

Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?
hell yeah

What was the worst lie someone told you in 2005?
i have no idea
Did you treat somebody badly in 2005?
yeah i kinda lead a few people on.

Did somebody treat you badly in 2005?
not that i csn think of.

What was your proudest moment of 2005?
not throwing up from intoxication

What was your most embarrassing moment of 2005?
ummmmm, getting hit in the head with a hammer at otech.

If you could go back in time to any moment of 2005 and change something, what would it be?
stopping nate and chris from getting caught. going to school more often

What are your plans for 2006?
not failing school, getting a better paying job, liscense
speak your mind .:. 1 rambled
Monday, December 12th, 2005
10:26 pm
KJBCSDBKDBFKJBSGFR\\
GROUNDED!!!



JFBKDJS UHHOHH


BUT DAMN IT WAS SO WORTH IT!!!!!

STILL HAVE MY PHONE SO GIMMIE A CALL.


i have also decided no more skipping school, unless its for a good cause.

im almost done with my book. i suggest you all read mystic river. sure you could watch the movie, but hey...wheres the fun in that?

christmas is comming and all i really want is an mp3 player and a few cd's. clothes. shit.

wed. was the as i lay dying show. that was amazing! it was way last minute so if i didnt call you im sorry.

acctually 4 days in and my dad is standing right next to me. im not supossed to be on this computer so if your reading this i might not be grounded too much longer
fucking pwnage.

i also have been playing ALOT of halo2 lately but it all good, i have nothing better to do.

random entry ehh?

COMMENT FUCKERS!

Current Mood: crazy
speak your mind .:.
Saturday, December 3rd, 2005
12:22 am
the more i listen to this song the better it gets.
"Wow, I Can Get Sexual Too"

[telephone rings]

If I die and go to hell real soon,
it will appear to me as this room.
And for eternity I lay in bed
in my boxers, half stoned,
with the pillow under my head.

I'd be chatting on the interweb;
maggots pray upon the living dead.
I had no interest in the things she said.
On the phone every day,
I'll permanently hit the hay.

I called her on the phone and she touched herself.
She touched herself. She touched herself. She touched herself.
I called her on the phone and she touched herself.
I laughed myself to sleep.

At this rate,
I'll be heading for electric chairs.
I'm only human with my cross to bear.
When she described her underwear
I forgot all the rules my rabbi taught me in the old schul.

You're too young to be this empty girl
I'll prepare you for a sick dark world
Know that you'll be my downfall.
But I call and I call and I call.

I called her on the phone and she touched herself.
She touched herself. She touched herself. She touched herself.
I called her on the phone and she touched herself.
I laughed myself to sleep.

I don't know what I want.
I don't know what I want.
I don't know what I want.
I don't know what I want. (Met you on the internet)
I don't know what I want. (Met you on the internet)
I don't know what I want. (Met you on the internet)

I called her on the phone and she touched herself.
She touched herself. She touched herself. She touched herself.
I called her on the phone and she touched herself.
I laughed myself to sleep.

(Woah!)

I called her on the phone and she touched herself.
She touched herself. She touched herself. She touched herself.
I called her on the phone and she touched herself.
I laughed myself to sleep.


*if you want to hear it i have it on my myspace*
www.myspace.com/trouserdropper


Current Mood: tired
speak your mind .:.
Saturday, November 26th, 2005
1:42 am
"lobster bisque"
today was a pretty fun day.i got to chillax, not worrie about school and work. kellie is visiting us fom kent state, which she should do more often because it sucks not having her around anymore. on the way to bww erichs car got pretty fucked up for some reason. all you could smell was burning rubber from the fan belt. so we pushed it to his house. and that was quite fun. leighton had us laughing pretty damn hard.i went to go see harry potter tonight and it was a really good movie. turns out erich was there too with his pop and bro but we never even saw them. and i just realized how much i love oasis. they kick some ass.


"Champagne Supernova"

How many special people change
How many lives are living strange
Where were you when we were getting high?
Slowly walking down the hall
Faster than a cannon ball
Where were you while we were getting high?

Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova in the sky
Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova
A champagne supernova in the sky

Wake up the dawn and ask her why
A dreamer dreams she never dies
Wipe that tear away now from your eye
Slowly walking down the hall
Faster than a cannon ball
Where were you when we were getting high?

Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova in the sky
Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova
A champagne supernova in the sky

Cos people believe that they're
Gonna get away for the summer
But you and I, we live and die
The world's still spinning round
We don't know why
Why, why, why, why

How many special people change
How many lives are living strange
Where were you when we were getting high?
Slowly walking down the hall
Faster than a cannon ball
Where were you while we were getting high?

Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova in the sky
Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova
A champagne supernova in the sky

Cos people believe that they're
Gonna get away for the summer
But you and I, we live and die
The world's still spinning round
We don't know why
Why, why, why, why

How many special people change
How many lives are living strange
Where were you when we were getting high?
We were getting high
We were getting high
We were getting high
speak your mind .:. 5 rambled
Thursday, November 24th, 2005
12:09 am
get together.
frost bites in ferndale!
friday the 25th, @ 3:00pm!
be there or be square!!
exclamation marks are fun!

Current Mood: tired
speak your mind .:. 2 rambled
Tuesday, November 15th, 2005
6:20 pm
what a hoe.
shit's been pretty shitty, im always busy. working 5 days a week and school 5 days a week isnt fun. i havent updated for a while cause nothing worth while has come up..... the only thing i can think about is i really enjoy my friends, we have the best of times. im a senior in highschool but i still act like a kid sometimes, what people need to know is im not immature, and i dont act like that all the time. but then again i dont really care what other people think of me anymore. fieldtrip tomorrow, that should be alright. i wont have to go to o-tech.in the past week i have been electricuted, hit in the head with a hammer and almost set onfire. but its all good cause everyone in that class is fucking funny as hell. i hate that feeling of growing apart. you can be best freinds with someone and a summer later you never see them, talk to them, and for some reason you just dont IM them. SAD. on brighter notes

my bike is sweet.
my friends are awsome.
work is fun. (i work with a hottttt asssss girlll)
my birthday is in about 3 days.
i have alot of money all of the suden.
im getting another raise.
i need to stop skipping.
i've decided im keeping my hair.
and the color, at least for a while.
college is comming.
it's thunderstorming!! <333!!!
this lap top is tizzite.
here for christmas!
grand-rapids for thanks giving!
i HAVE a car!!!


later haters!

Current Mood: head ache
speak your mind .:. 9 rambled
Thursday, October 27th, 2005
10:53 pm
this is a song!!!!!! im not emo!!!
I hate myself,
more than I ever let on.
I'm burned out at 17.
I lived too fast and I loved too much and I'll die too young,
but I chose this cup that I drank from.
Knew what I was getting into.
But I couldn't let out what I had to keep in.
I'm ashamed of myself and unspeakable sins,
that I've committed and:

[Chorus]
I've made mistakes,
but I'll find my way.
There's no explanation for,
the things I've failed at before.
They can't hold my hand.
It just hurts to be a man,
Through the tortures of the damned.

If I only had an axe,
I'd sever the ties I've made with the world.
Maybe I can be a stranger,
in a strange place.
If I start now, maybe I can be saved.
If I only had a mask,
I'd cover these bleeding eyes.
They're bloodshot now but they'll be black by dawn.
If I wake up now,
I can be pure again.


[Chorus]
I've made mistakes,
but I'll find my way.
There's no explanation for,
the things I've failed at before.
They can't hold my hand.
It just hurts to be a man,
Through the tortures of the damned.

Look at me now, I'm on the tracks with my back towards the last train leaving town. [x4]

[Chorus]x2
I've made mistakes,
but I'll find my way.
There's no explanation for,
the things I've failed at before.
They can't hold my hand.
It just hurts to be a man,
Through the tortures of the damned.

Current Mood: tired
speak your mind .:. 2 rambled
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